What do you do when your feelings for someone change?
It's not like I love them.
It's not like I want to spend the rest of my life with them.
I just want to go with the flow.
The flow, for me, says we could have a lot of fun together in these last few months of the year.
But I second-guess the flow.
What happens if they don't feel the same?
What happens if I get rejected?
I've always had a fear of rejection.
You might not guess that if you know me.
But when it comes to other people that I know well--rejection is the worst scenario.
Do I distance myself? Avoid them? Even if I don't get rejection thrown in my face, I could easily be fucking the rest of my life up with the possibility of unnecessary distractions in this stage of my life.
But what if it turns out to be the biggest mistake of my life, to distance myself?
What if I could really be happy with them?
What if they want the same thing?
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